rowdy girl

Happy birthday to HIM <3<3<3

There are many things in life that will catch your eye, but only a few will catch your heart.

Never cut loose from your longings.

 

The mind determines what's possible. The heart surpasses it.

It's all about following your bliss, losing it, and finding it again. 

Everyone should carefully observe which way his heart draws him, and then choose that way with all his strength.

 

Happy birthday to the sweetest and most amazing man i know....a man of integrity....and a man of his word......he's truly made me the luckiest girl in the whole entire world.....i am constantly in awe of his humility....his faith makes me strong and  his love makes me whole. i love him completely and forever and under every single circumstance......i love him....i love him...i love him.

 
 
 
 

she knows me, and she loves me anyway:):)

 
 

 
 
 

When you believe in something, and you carry it in your heart, you accept no excuses, only results. – Ken Blanchard

 

 

 

Perfectness.

 




 

street signs & traffic lights.

i was just thinking.

today i drove ALL over the place.

and every single stop sign and stop light i came too......the same thing happened.

i waited.

and waited.

and waited and waited and waited.

and sometimes i waited for a really long time..........

sometimes, it was hardly any time at all.....BUT, i still waited.......

AND.......at the end of the wait, (long or short) i always got to go again.

it just got me thinking....about life (of course).....and the word "stop"......and the way we use it, the way we hear it....and even the way we say it.

the word STOP doesn't really mean STOP........

at least not in life......and at least not to me and the way that im thinking about it right this very second......

stop just seems so official......and so final.

uuuuuuuggghhhhhhh. i hate that.

i want stop to mean......"wait". (at least just for today......and at least just for the purposes of this blog post..........and especially when im talking about LIFE!!!!)

who knows how long you have to wait for.........and who even cares........cause you know you cant ever REALLY be stopped.............(at least you should know that, and i really hope that every single one of you knows that!)

its inevitable.

patient or inpatient, happy or sad.....you MUST wait sometimes.......

but you should NEVER be stopped.....not completely and definitely not officially or anything else really dreadfully final.

sometimes its not up to you when you wait, or how you wait.....or even how long you wait......and maybe it never will be...........

but you never stop.

for me, never stop means.................never stop dreaming, cause i gotta lot of dreams.....never stop flying, cause flying is what i do best.......never stop loving, cause loving makes me love more........and never stop living, cause living makes me happy.

don't get me wrong, im not always happy about waiting........

actually, i usually never am........

but it doesn't change the fact that i have to.

we all have to.

its necessary......

we have to wait sometimes, and it doesn't even matter if we want to wait, or how long we are willing to wait for....because life, love, happiness, and especially your dreams........should all be worthy of a bump in the road (big or small)......and a traffic light (long or short).....or even a street sign (even the really annoying ones that say 'NO U-TURN').

i never stop.

i move ahead at full force.......and, why???!?!?  because i said so........thats why!!! and like i said before......when you're flying, you make the rules!!!! :):):)

i heart happy thoughts :)

happy thoughts......big or small, i heart them all!!!!

happy thought #1: "I'm the type to not let other peoples opinions become my reality. I decide for myself, thank you very much!"

happy thought #2: "Don't let your silly dreams fall in between the crack of the bed and the wall...."

flying high.

"...things change and so have I, I'm gonna make hay while the sun still shines...you can clip these wings, but I'm still gonna fly." (thx jen. XOXOXOXO.)

i don't know about you, but today im flying.....really high....and really free.....and all over the place....just the way i like it, and just the way it was always supposed to be anyways......"ALL GOOD THINGS ARE WILD & FREE." we were all born to fly, god made us that way......there's nothing in your way (or my way).....no limits, no boundaries, and absolutely no one to tell you not to.......cause when you're flying, you make the rules.

proud to be a dreamer. :)

i belong to my dreams, i belong to me, and i belong to whatever i create......what about you?

NO FEAR.

ok.....so honestly....i have fear.i have a lot of it. and i wont pretend like it doesn't exist inside of me....i just want to rid myself of it. fear will completely paralyze you....it did me anyways....and fear dilutes your entire soul....all at the same time and without you even knowing it.....and then you end up in this really dark and scary place (like i did) without even knowing how you got there.......and without even remembering what you were afraid of in the first place.........now THAT is SCARY!!!!! the scariest.so thats where i am right now.....climbing out of a really scary place.......(a place that i should have never even been)....and im replacing all my fear with faith.....cause i know for sure thats the only way out.......and im replacing all my doubt with hope...........ALL OF IT!!! and im throwing every single stupid fear into the trash can.......forever.....(along with alot of other things) and thats where its gonna stay.........forever.

im too brave to have fear.......and so are all of you......rid yourself of fear and fly......thats what im gonna do............HAPPY FEARLESS FLYING!!!!! :):):)

one lesson i learned today is this:

when you replace fear with faith, the fear melts away and love takes it place.