street signs & traffic lights.

i was just thinking.

today i drove ALL over the place.

and every single stop sign and stop light i came too......the same thing happened.

i waited.

and waited.

and waited and waited and waited.

and sometimes i waited for a really long time..........

sometimes, it was hardly any time at all.....BUT, i still waited.......

AND.......at the end of the wait, (long or short) i always got to go again.

it just got me thinking....about life (of course).....and the word "stop"......and the way we use it, the way we hear it....and even the way we say it.

the word STOP doesn't really mean STOP........

at least not in life......and at least not to me and the way that im thinking about it right this very second......

stop just seems so official......and so final.

uuuuuuuggghhhhhhh. i hate that.

i want stop to mean......"wait". (at least just for today......and at least just for the purposes of this blog post..........and especially when im talking about LIFE!!!!)

who knows how long you have to wait for.........and who even cares........cause you know you cant ever REALLY be stopped.............(at least you should know that, and i really hope that every single one of you knows that!)

its inevitable.

patient or inpatient, happy or sad.....you MUST wait sometimes.......

but you should NEVER be stopped.....not completely and definitely not officially or anything else really dreadfully final.

sometimes its not up to you when you wait, or how you wait.....or even how long you wait......and maybe it never will be...........

but you never stop.

for me, never stop means.................never stop dreaming, cause i gotta lot of dreams.....never stop flying, cause flying is what i do best.......never stop loving, cause loving makes me love more........and never stop living, cause living makes me happy.

don't get me wrong, im not always happy about waiting........

actually, i usually never am........

but it doesn't change the fact that i have to.

we all have to.

its necessary......

we have to wait sometimes, and it doesn't even matter if we want to wait, or how long we are willing to wait for....because life, love, happiness, and especially your dreams........should all be worthy of a bump in the road (big or small)......and a traffic light (long or short).....or even a street sign (even the really annoying ones that say 'NO U-TURN').

i never stop.

i move ahead at full force.......and, why???!?!?  because i said so........thats why!!! and like i said before......when you're flying, you make the rules!!!! :):):)

Comments

[Janet!]

LOVE this!!! So true.

[Nic Ball]

You have a very special and unique wisdom my friend. Just checkin in! ;)

[rebekah]

and... all good things come to those that wait:)
love you!
Rebekah

[Mel]

That is AMAZING!!! I hope you are doing well and are so happy like you deserve!! xoxoxo

[camille mcclelland]

You're awesome Kat!